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Double-faced by StephanoTheStatue Double-faced by StephanoTheStatue
I'm on a roll today.

Okay, so, this is the second and maybe the last drawing I'll make about myself as a person. I... Just need to talk about it, just for once. And I won't ever go back on it.

This is something that followed me during all this time. I guess I can't do Stephano anymore, it was bringing me to the border of insanity. You know, I'm a weak person. A very weak, breakable person. You might think that I was a strong guy, who gets justice easily, who doesn't let preople crushing him. No, I'm not. I'm someone who's afraid, literally afraid to go outside of my own bedroom, standing there in front of my computer all day excepted during school days, I flee my family in my own house even if they are kind people, avoiding friends and can barely make some of them, and get an awkward feeling when someone comes into my bedroom, even with my family members. You see, I had problems. Like everybody - or not. It made me socially awkward. I can't talk to people, I always avoid their eyes and I can barely speak. People made me feel worthless and in the same time, they were afraid of me. Now, I'm afraid of them. I'm someone who was in depression before the day I could meet ~Mister-Chair and make this account.
And becoming Stephano helped me for some reason to get stronger. I... managed to stop living in the past and the fear. I learned to be more tough, to face people. I started feeling like I wasn't worthless, thanks to you, bros, and thanks to ~Mister-Chair. Stephano is the totally opposite of me : Strong, self-assured, maybe arrogant but he guides people and help them when they're in danger or in a difficult state. He's like a father with people. I wanted to be him. But...
Having a double life is not funny. At the beginning, it is, but then you have to lie about your own personal life to protect yourself. I had to lie to protect myself. And this was also because Mister-chair and I didn't want to gain watchers thanks to these fan accounts. And... Absorbing Stephano's personality is not that good. I was becoming someone else. Many times I got violent, my tone was harsh when something was annoying me, I found myself shouting at someone, or a friend without any control when I felt a bit of anger in my heart. I was more violent when I didn't mean it. I got scared of myself, and these people felt the same. So yeah, I didn't play with that pretty long because it was becoming dangerous in some way. Playing this game, being Stephano made me weaker on the other hand. I lived in my own shadow because of him. That's something that I suffer everytime I log in DA. Always have to be careful, sometimes I get hysterical fangirls that I have to control (and Jesus Christ I can't do anything, I'm never getting used to it haha)... These things may be the reasons that I'm being less and less active here. I wanted to have fun, but even if on one hand I have wonderful bros, on the other hand I have many art problems ( stolen art and shits) or people trying to get into my personal life, which everytimes makes me stressed like a little bitch. This kind of thing affects me pretty much even if I don't show it. So, yeah. It's. Stressful. Time goes by, and my motivation was drained. Maybe it was also because I had less and less joy when watching PewDiePie's videos. I feel like the good old Amnesia times are gone forever. I prefered the old PewDiePie, if you want my honesty. He's still a very sweet guy, he's always been. But the way of his playing changed...

But yeah. The thing that made me suffer the most when I was here was being someone else, and not me. People like me as "Stephano" most of the time, because I make PewDiePie fan arts and because I act like Stephano. And I just can't come and say : "Hey, I have another DA account, check this out !" It's... No, it's just. Not fair to me. Even if I want to, I just can't. I prefer gaining watchers by hard-working than like this.



And most of all... It hurts me everytime I have to lie. About myself, to people who were really interested in me. But I think I won't say anything about me. Even on the day when this account will be officially dead.

I have to apologize to these concerned persons. I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry.
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josegoncalo Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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Kiwi-Chan269 Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014  Student General Artist
I know this is really late to comment on, but after recently seeing your 'Missing' comic, reading the comments under this picture, and even reminded me of the 'Not Good Enough' comic you did for Mister Chair...It just brought up so much feelings for both you, missing the old pewdiepie, as well as my own feelings too. I really dont mean to make this sound like a jumbled mess or anything, but I can completely understand why you'd want to leave the fandom because of how Pewdiepie is now, lacking all the fun and 'magic' he put into his LPs and gaming that made him someone that we all wanted to keep watching and subscribe to on youtube. Because he helped us get through the harder days as well as try to improve ourselves even if it was through his humor and his own way of truly being himself.

I'm not begging you to stay or anything like that, but just know that I'll miss both your art of this fandom as well as the meanings that came with it that you portrayed so well. The recent Missing comic giving me the most feels about it, mostly sad on how less and less there is of the fandom and so many great people in it, including yourself whenever you leave. Your artwork as well as the fandom even inspired me to make my own character for whenever I started LPs of my own, a character based on the lantern you carry around in Amnesia, and I even got him the name Nicholai. Its just...Its so sad to see people go. But, no matter where-ever you go next, I do wish you the most happiness, and that it inspires you to keep going, just like this fandom once did before. Hell I would love to see your other/personal deviantart account, so I could watch your great works there too x3 -hugs- I really wish I could've said all this at the time you posted this piece, but now I finally knew what I wanted to say. At least I hope I got some kind of message through anyway, I'm not very good at this kinda thing myself either x.x Saying my feelings properly and all that.

Just know that you do have friends here that would support you every step of the way, no matter which fandom you go into next, or whatever plan you have for you art in the future. And that if you ever need someone to really talk to, we're all here to listen <3 Same goes for whoever was Mister Chair on DA as well.
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StephanoTheStatue Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Wow I wasn't expecting such a long and great message ! I don't have the words but I'll try...

Thank you so much for your understanding and I'm sorry for making you feel this way. You describe exactly what I feel about PewDie. I'm kind of relieved to see that I'm not the only one in this situation, I was pretty worried about it.
I'm glad to see your support and your kindness... You are such a great bro. Stay the same !

Thank you again and take care of yourself :)

Love <3
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Kiwi-Chan269 Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014  Student General Artist
You take care of yourself too, also I'm happy that my 'attempted to properly make/jumbled' message got through xD <3 And know that Nicholai also thanks you for giving me the inspiration to make him and turn him into his own character x3 I'm glad I'm not the only one who felt the same way about Pewdie and his fandom too, and even if the chance is slim, I hope that one day he'll come back to his senses. Or at least realise how much we miss the real him, rather the real Pewdie we all know ans love. (Not the one that Youtube turned him into once he started working for them x.x If it makes any sense from what I've seen of his vids lately.)

And on your other DA account, be prepared for many faves from me >w<

~Brofist~ :D
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StephanoTheStatue Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm happy to hear that I was an inspiration, it means so much to me !

But yeah, I hope too... It woud be so great.

I saw them already, and I'm already drowning in them !
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Kiwi-Chan269 Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014  Student General Artist
You're welcome~ xD

And if you ever wanted to see, here are the only three pics, so far, of Nicholai x3 I plan on making him appear once I start trying to LP myself, hoping to start with Amnesia first <3 Otherwise I've missed drawing Nicholai more myself TT.TT The lack of good Amnesia LPs also being apart of the lack of art reason too.

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StephanoTheStatue Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
OOOOOOH JESUS CHRIST

I REMEMBER HIM.


You showed it to me years ago ! He still looks gorgeous !
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Kiwi-Chan269 Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014  Student General Artist
Really? XD I dont even remember LOL

The just lineart I made, the other two images were requests by other artists/I asked them to draw him, and they came out so well <333 The very last one is my most fave~

But yeah, I was thinking Nickie could've sat on either Pewdie's or Stephano's shoulder, maybe even Mr.Chair's. Not really Piggeh's since he flies around way too much XD;; I'm glad you love his design though :D
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StephanoTheStatue Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
He seems to be a lovely boy. <3 Hoping people will love him !
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Skelegirl Featured By Owner May 31, 2014
sweet baby no apologies needed
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Jemania Featured By Owner May 3, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Oh my gosh. I never realized this. Let me tell you this. I have been there. I am living in my own worlds. You know why? Because I can't live with myself. I never could. I always thought of myself as a horrible person. I still can't live with myself. I fell like I can be better than I am now. I feel like, I...am useless. I can't do anything without messing up, I can't keep a single friend,I take out my anger on my friends, I feel like I should lock
myself away in my room and never come out, I feel like I should be alone in life, and I am afraid of getting into relationship! I am a mess! I don't know what to do with myself! I come on here to sort out my life! My life is dedicated to a computer! I hate interacting with people that are not close friends! My life, my existence, is pointless. I am a waist of space. I can't improve myself. I am pointless. My life is a joke. You, on the other hand, are kind, and I want friends like you. But I can't. Because who would want to be friends with a girl who is a horrible person and won't be able to keep people as friends. Why would anyone want me as a friend? I... am ....stupid. I don't see why I bother to send this to you. You aren't going to reply anyway. I am an idiot for trying. But whatever. I can't take myself anymore. My head hurts. Because of the things I see. I write it all down in stories and i read the stories to people. Why does my head hurt? Why do I have the sight of DEATH flash before my eyes every day? I can't take that pressure! I wish I could throw it all away. I can't. Because it is my job. I have been called to watch over worlds and people. I have been hearing and seeing things. My dreams haunt me in the day time hours! I don't know what is wrong with me! I can't put the pieces together. Why is this happening to me? I don't know. But it hurts me. I can't say anymore. I will cry if I do. I'm sorry for me talking to you. It was probably a waist of time reading this.
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coconut2222 Featured By Owner May 24, 2014
Patients, things will get better :) I'm sure you're actaully a good person
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Jemania Featured By Owner May 24, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
When? I can't stand being here half the time. Also, I can't BELIEVE you actually read all of that nonsense. I don't think I am a good person. I can't get anything to get better for me. Only worse. But one day, do you think I will find someone who loves me?
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coconut2222 Featured By Owner May 27, 2014
Yes! Of course! Don't give up on yourself so quickly. If you feel lonely try and join a club or hang out with a few of your friends more often 
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Jemania Featured By Owner May 27, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks...I think you're one of my friends.
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SilviaET Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I agree, Old pewds is better....I feel like pewdie has lost his originality........hell, maybe even lost his sense of humor........I feel like he just dosn't care anymore.......he used to do really cool, and sweet things. Like fridays with pewdiepie, or do things with Marzia on his channel....I mean really.......Hes different now....and I kinda know how you feel....
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coconut2222 Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2014
I think you should be very proud of yourself, you have made so many people smile because of your hard work and effort with these stunning pieces of art! Life is never easy for anyone though. There must always be steep hills and holes but that's what keeps your journey going and gives you experience.I'm sure you'll find a way out of the caves, that is if you are willing to try. :)
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StephanoTheStatue Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much for such a nice and supportive message, buddy :)
You're awesome.
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GirlofGold Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You know, in a way, I was the same way. I have these, multiple personalities, or obsessions I should say. Like you, I was on the bridge of insanity. It all happened on the computer, so nobody knew what was going on, and I never spoke whatsoever. I was depressed. I never paid attention to my one and only friend at school, I ignored my family, and it just got worse when I started using my pocket knife to scratch up my desk, pretending my blood was leaking from between the marks. Then I saw this, and realized I wasn't alone. I decided to split up my obsessions, using multiple YouTube accounts. I separated all of my subscriptions to different channels, remade all of my playlists, and created accounts on different websites, such as this one, and basically split my soul into different people. Ever since then, I've felt better. I've spent more time with my family, made more friends, and became less, 'emo' let us say. Of course, I faced problems, I could only focus on one obsession at a time, and with different things for different obsessions updating and stuff, they were mixing up, witch almost brought me to insanity again. But it didn't, and over time, I 'gained control' of them. Which brings me to now. I'll soon be introducing all of my obsessions to the world, right here on DeviantART.
ChairofGold: ... Dang. That's... Wow.
FlamingGold: So THAT'S why we all look like you!
Mary: Yep.
GoldieBlox: That's just crazy, girl.
Mary: I know, but it's true.
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Squishykitt Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2014  Student Filmographer
Okay first of, you don't have to act like anyone for us to love you, some like you because yes you say your Stephano. But I'm telling you the truth when I say we watch you because we care, and love your art style, and appreciate you.

id love to know your other da account and I'd find satisfaction knowing that this is you and you don't feel like you have to lie to make your watchers happy, because you don't :) I am much like you with acting that I'm a different person to what I really am, and I find it difficult speaking to people outside of my room aswell, I can't stop stuttering or losing sentence, so bro.... I'm being serious when I say your not alone :)
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PeppermintPizza Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2014   Digital Artist
I love you, and it doesn't matter who you are sweetie you're an amazing person! Things are hard for you right now But there are so many people out here  who love for more than being Stephano. *hugs* And I think you are so brave, this here is proof you are.
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Alsarnia Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2014
-raises hand- Um, I really like your art style, fan art or not, so could you tell me your other DA account name anyways, because I'd really like to see more of your work if that's okay <:)
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RobinTheBard Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Just so you know, I watch you because I like your art style, not just because you draw Stephano and Pewdiepie stuff. Sure, that's what got me interested, but I stay because you have a real gift. I'm glad your time as Stephano brought you confidence, as it certainly brought happiness to the fans. I understand too that (esp. with method acting) it's scary when you feel like your personality is being overshadowed.  At that point, it's a good idea to take a break. Take all the time you need. But that doesn't mean you have to give it up forever.  Plus, now is the time to see what you can do with your OWN strength, to prove to yourself that you don't have to BE Stephano in order to be strong or confident, because even as Stephano that was still YOU doing it!  Now that you know you have it, you can tailor it in any way you want! ^^

Also I just want to say that this picture is beautiful and I love it and it makes me want to cry and give out random hugs!!! TT-TT
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AskTora Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2013
I have to say. I also watched you for your art, not of you being Stephano. You are awesome.
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Link4569 Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2013
Hey, draw what you want, not what other people want. It's your account after all and if they want something that they do it themselves; I was literally crying after this, because I am getting like that, starting to avoid persons, I don't even have true friends that pay attention to me, I have no one that I can trust my secrets and feelings and get worried about me when shit happens. If you want to show something you like show it! Fuck those little pussies! I really want to know what else you like, sometimes, you have to do what your brain tells you to, not that others get into your mind, don't worry about them, draw what you like because, there may be people that hate it but care more about the people that like it, that love it! Please I'm really worried about you, Start for your real name, where do you live, how you feel, do journals everyday, so we, the people that really care, know that you are ok and if not, help you get trough it. I don't know where you live but I don't think I can help you from her, Mexico, but I can help you by internet, we can talk, tell me in what fandoms you are... Let us see the real side of you, not the one on the other side.


Please be okay, and write something if read...




-Marielle Moran Moriarty
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Canadagirlhetalia Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
this picture is amazing u have amazing talent~
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TheTheTheMary Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2013  Student General Artist
Lol sorry pewdiepie I mean
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TheTheTheMary Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2013  Student General Artist
STEPHANO!!!!! Pew disposePew dispose
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Knightviper1 Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2013
I'm late with this, but whatever its going to bug me if i don't say anything
I started watching you because your art is amazing and very inspiring- (others have said that to you already but, hey, its true mkay~) Personally i didn't really notice the Stephano side because i mainly paid attention to your art: I though he was just your favorite Pewdiepie character. But seeing this, I needed to say that you are definitely a strong person for telling everyone (I know i wouldn't be able to). If you have a second account i'd be happy to follow it to get to know you better :D  I can't put a placement on your character, but i know that you are amazing anyway <3
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Skelegirl Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2013
you are strong and beautiful
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Mishka2013 Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey, hold-o' hold-o' now! You are not weak! Do you have any idea how hard it is for someone to confess such stuff to all of those people! Everyone have tried to be someone else. Even the ones who seem perfect! I watched your account because your art was amazing and because your drawings inspired me to draw pewdiepie. You wanted to become stronger - nothing wrong with that! Yes, it may got out of control, but it'll be fine.

I know how you feel, I'm also socially awkward. I'm extremely shy, I don't like being in big groups and there are even people who are scared of me. But if someone insults me really bad, I get so angry I could kill him\her. 
..................
So let's both do our best to become better people. 
:) (Smile)
 
Sorry for the long comment, [insert your name here]
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Mr-Wonderland Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2013
hell naw man. I love you being you   D: I know it might be hard on you   ((and believe me, I've been going through the same, and you're right, it's Horrible.)) But we're human. We make mistakes, we have accidents, but we have the will to keep going y'know? I can't say that im exactly like you, because i'm not. No one is. You are YOU and I am me. With that we are two people who can talk. Kay? And I have to say, im jealous of you. You are really brave enough to say your feelings like this when I couldn't and can't even tell my own friends and family, 'cept for my little sis. And.... how do I say this....? I like you because you like art. And you draw. Like me. We both like art. I don't mind you being Stephano. What ever make you happy, ill accept it. Because I cant say I fully know you. Kind of like no one knows me. If you ever need to talk, I'M right here. okay?
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TheNomade5 Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2013
I don't know what to say to all this except I like you and your work because it makes me happy!
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Suzu-chanTenshi Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
look... we don't follow you just because you are Stephano,  we follow you because you are an exceptional artist, we are gonna follow you wherever you go. I prefer to meet the real artist that is hide. I am just like you,  I swear. so don't do my mistakes,  we all here love you no matter what, remember that always. C'mon you shy and sweet artist,  some people in here wants to say "welcome" to you, show the world the real you!!!!!!!! \(^.^)/~<3
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JeanieChibi Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2013
I am sorry that I didn't see this sooner. Nobody should have to act and lie in order to become stronger... But I think being honest about this and talking about it made you way stronger than you might think. I am sure you will one day be yourself and things will be alright. I really hope that you won't have too hide behind the golden guide to be a shiny light in the darkness to the ones around you. 
omg I'm sorry I know this sounds extremely cheesy, but this is what I think.
Keep your head up, there is always a tomorrow! Life isn't easy, but sometimes you just gotta punch it in it's face and everything will be better, I'm sure of it :)

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CatLady666 Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2013
You don't need to apologize for anything. I may sound cheesy,especially as a stranger. But I see a bit of myself in you..you should be happy with everything you got, your amazing art/writer skills. Not many have that and I'm sure that that's not everything you got. So just... don't worry about it.
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InvaderMimzi219 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer

You're beautiful. You probably won't believe me, but that's truly how I view you after reading this. You have a pure heart and a wise mind. Don't be fooled. You're a beautiful and stunning individual with hopes and dreams and talent. Don't let the world corrupt your beauty.

And no, I'm not talking about your drawing. I'm talking about the heart you poured out with your words.

I'm also not talking out of my ass. I've been there. When I created Mimzi, I ended up stupid and hateful. I cursed the dust I walked upon and the people I met. I still do. Please don't end up like me. Find a ray of sunshine in your life and nurture it. Don't overindulge and be grateful to it. That's all the words I can offer in an emotional view.

On a more scientific note: Physically, you should limit your junk food intake and get some sunshine. It doesn't sound like much, but the outdoors and a quiet mind works wonders. What you're feeling can be lightened. Your mind can be cleared and your burdens be freed. If this account is too painful, take a break from it. Start fresh, even. Indulge in something else you enjoy. Don't feel obligated to stay because of your "fans"

Trust me when I say this: A break from the internet and a walk outdoors will change your life. It's hard to believe, but being on the computer often can drag a person down. You can be free. Again, I repeat, the outdoors is a miracle. I'm not saying go mingle with people, DO NOT do that. I'm saying find a peaceful place away from the unnatural tune of society. Once you relax yourself, you'll feel a difference. You'll start to want to mingle with others and you'll feel much healthier.

*note* if this remedy doesn't work, try taking b12 supplements along with the previous suggestions. If there is still no effect, or the results are not enough, I strongly suggest seeing a professional. That's only for the most severe cases, so don't jump to conclusions please!

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RobinTheBard Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Here, here! It's hard, but taking a break from the computer lets you do your own stuff for a while, and that's a sure way to feel better! ^^ Also good food helps with critical thinking! And...activities...help with...blood flow and oxygen to the brain! AND you get free positive endorphins from it, so again you feel better! ^^  ...I should run more often... TT_TT
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KyashiTsuki Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
I haven't payed attention to your account much honestly to tell you the truth but this post makes me want to know you. It will bee ok man...I mean I agree with most of the other comments the way you draw is amazing and I love your style :) 
 I wish I could say more but I can't so I just hope you figure out how to fix your troubles. You were a dedicated bro it sounds like and for that even if you stop watching Pewdiepie I'll still accept you into the bro army/family with open arms man *hugs* :D 
 just a random saying here but I think you will like it, just remember....""What we have once enjoyed we can never lose. All that we love deeply becomes a part of us.""-Helen Keller and also " It can't rain all the time "...-Eric Draven
""Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see a shadow."" I mean I could probably go on for a little bit with inspirational quotes sorry I can't really give more heart felt consent to you but I hope those words have helped a little bit at least my friend..

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StephanoTheStatue Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much for your supportive message.
And yeah, I liked these quotes quite well. Thank you, they made me smile ! Mostly the last one. :)

Don't worry about me, I'm getting better now. Thank you. Stay awesome.
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KyashiTsuki Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Heh, yeah I hate to see people sad really ^^;; and the last quote I'm pretty sure was Helen Keller ( I tried picking out some that fit to your story you told specifically ) 
 When I feel down I look up quotes and write them down somewhere. I got the idea from my brother.....
 And I'm glad to hear that! :D  And you make sure to stay awesome too :iconstephanobrofistplz: 
""Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see a shadow."" ..Gonna have to write that down somewhere it reminds me of old amnesia times 
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mssweetypie Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
It's ok buddy.. Don't stress over it. 
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Sky2001 Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2013  Student Digital Artist
that...that touch my heart...this is so deep... I don't really know what to say... but... look... you...you don't have to be Stephano... we are with you. we are with you at bad and good times. I can't speak for everybody but... God dammit! first time when I saw a picture of your I was like: oh my God! this is pure talent! I like the WAY you draw...not WHO you draw... i really hope...everything will be okay... i'm sad cause i'm useless right now. i can't make you happy...but i can try, right? you are like a model for me. AND REMEMBER: YOU! not that golden statue. when i read your description i start to cry cause it's so sad... you are who you are. this is the true. "Stephano" is just a mask. you must take it off and be you. i like the artist and the way he draw. this is what i think. We are a big family. And we stay together. I know is a dump comment but this is what i think.

i hope everything will go well at the end.
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darkness-angel-13 Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
your awesome for who you are and for what you make, it's never for who you fake you are *huggles* YOU ARE AWESOME! and don't forget that :)
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Link4569 Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2013
And I'm here all like *WHYTHEFUCKYOUARESOFARAWAY?!* I'm from Mexico O /\ O
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darkness-angel-13 Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
dame esos 5 comadre!
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Link4569 Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2013
I REQUIRE THE HIGHEST OF THE HIGHFIVES!
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darkness-angel-13 Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
okay! *getsinto a rocket ship and lands in the moon* high 5~! cambio
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xMMDPandux Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I'd really want to give you a hug right now ;A;" 
-okay, that was a really bad way of how I wanted to start this comment.

I've watched you for a long while now, but I've never really commented until now (sorry about that...) I truly hope things will get better for you, though.

Honestly, when I first saw your art, I really liked the style of it, so I watched you. I'd really like to see your other pictures too, but if you'd rather not show your other account on this account, it's completely fine. 

-um... I'm very sorry, I really, truly would like to say more, but I really can't think of anything to say. Sorry about this jumble of a comment... ;_;"
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CrazyKnightly Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
Listen... you don't have to pretend to be Stephano for our sakes. It's neat and all, seeing art done by Stephano from the long-gone Amnesia videos, but I'd rather know the real artist behind this work. And while I think you shouldn't quit making art for this account, I'd follow your work on whatever other account you have. Because you truly have a talent, and I'd like to see more of your work. The only thing I would like to request is that you don't delete this account, because I'm sure I wouldn't be the only one sad to see the Bro art gone. For me, it's holds memories. Memories of Amnesia days, and more than that. The pictures you made of the Bro family... they hold so much emotion. True friendship and love. When I read "I'm not as good as him", I nearly cried. Because I saw myself in Mr Chair.

I can't speak for everyone else, but your art makes me happy. Everytime I see it, I feel a certain warmth and joy. That's the reason why I love Pewd's. He makes me smile.

Someone once told me that a person's flaws are only as big as they make them. When someone describes themselves, they might say they're awkward and weak. But someone else would say they're bright, charismatic, talented and strongly motivated. But usually it's hard for us to see these aspects of ourselves, and need others to point it out for us. So that's what I'm doing for you.

You're my role model. You, not Stephano. I wouldn't have been able to admit that I was feeling that way to my entire fanbase. It's admirable, and I'm glad that you confided in us. I hope you will stay on DeviantArt, and I hope you will continue to share your feelings with us. Because we're family.

I wish you the best in life, friend.
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